15 NM From the Aerodrome

new tattoo… dont have a camera… so no pic. sorry :(

Thank you Ms. Ackermann for making me want to pack up and leave LI every time I hear there is another hurricaine heading north.

still waiting on 5 more books to add onto that pile below

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i hate people. end of story.

Liars

So I feel like the theme of my life for the past few weeks has been liars. They’ve revolved around me like the moon around the earth, or the planets around the sun. I’ve found that some of the people I’ve called friends have been rediculous liars. Whether it be a silly story of sleeping or being awake… or if it’s something as HUGE and outlandish story of being sent to crane collapses when in reality the person was sound asleep in their bed.

Well today someone decided to flip on me. Someone decided that my friendship is disposable because of a silly little crush they have on a past relationship. (Even though that person is so in love with their significant other that they’re ring shopping and talking about marriage.)

I also realized why I don’t drink anymore. The way people sound when they’re smashed, and having someone be so loud and obnoxious is a perfect reason to not drink. So not drinking and being able to carry myself in a respectable way, be able to take care of myself and stay composed, even just to be able to drive myself home are good enough reasons not to drink.

Oh, and pathetic people piss me off. To blow off a friends advice because someone that has the life that you want,  but can’t achieve because you put no effort into your life, tells you to do something no matter how stupid it is, is fucking rediculous.

And don’t put down other peoples life because you can’t do it. Just because I don’t think I could hack it right now as a professional pilot doesn’t mean I put it down as a career. So just because you are a fucking slacker that likes to go out and drink rather than work hard and put effort into life causing you to fail out of paramedic school, you have NO RIGHT to put down my career choice and/or path. Sure, I can get sued more, but I can actually save someones life compared what you would call “skill”

so...

definately attracted to older men. yep definately am.